At the top of the staircase

In the dark,
At the top of the stairs,
Something stops you,
From going anywhere.

You stop and listen,
It is silent no more,
Between quiet innocent breaths,
And a big heavy snore.

When you go down,
You know what awaits,
But fear penetrates,
And you imagine bad fates.

But you get over your fear,
You quietly go down.
You reach your goal,
But you miss the sounds.

The rush, the adventure,
The long, hard, stare
Why such a big deal
To go down stairs?

I guess they aren't just stairs,
And this is no boff,
Everything's different
When the lights are off.

Free'Style Yo'Style!

K. I'm gonna make up a rap.

Yo, the names Saif and I ain't no joke.
I'm really really hyper cous' I drank all our coke.
I like flipping my sister over couches.
I laugh and laugh, but my mom just grouches.
I like pajamas, on my legs.
I also like legs on my legs, not pegs.
I'm not a pirate, but I like parrots,
I also have braces, so I can't eat carrots.
I don't like poison, in my mouth
I'd rather live in the north, not the south.
I'm not Taylor Swift, I don't date rednecks,
And I like to mail things, using fedex.
Speaking of fedex, UPS
What can brown do for you?, mail stuff I guess.
Kangaroos are cute, so rabbits,
Smoking is not, its a bad habit.
You cough a lot, and you smell kinda strange
My sister says "you die." I guess she's deranged
If your name is Viktor, if your name is Krum.
Your part of bread, that joke was dumb.
My raps are cool, my raps are tight.
I rap all day, and all night.
Chyeah
Word
I run this town.
Peace
Expelliarmus
The die is cast.
If he dies, he dies.

I just wasted three minutes making that.

Chasing my Dreams, but Being Chased by my Nightmares

I’m insane
I’m in pain
This was not the a part of the plan

Got no brakes
Got high stakes
Try and save me if you can

I’m gonna die
But I’ll try
To be a good man

But I’ve changed
I’m deranged
Try and save me if you can

Because I’m falling, I’m flying
And I don’t care who cares
Chasing my dream
But being chased by my nightmares

You know I’m scared but I’m smiling
My feelings come in pairs
Chasing my dreams
But being chased by my nightmares

I cannot ignore
That I’m going overboard
Plunging into the sea

But at least in the end
I will know who I am
I’ll discover me

Because I’m falling, I’m flying
And I don’t care who cares
Chasing my dream
But being chased by my nightmares

You know I’m scared but I’m smiling
My feelings come in pairs
Chasing my dreams
But being chased by my nightmares



I know you know I love you
You know I wish you cared
I don’t know how to feel
but I know I’ve been ensnared

I’m caught in your web
a web of lies and love
I feel like succumbing to your will
But I know I must rise above

I’m a product of your cruelty
Molded by your arms
The one that I always loved the most
Is the one who caused the harm

You beat me like a drum
Not thinking about my feelings
You left me devastated
You left me hurt and reeling

I don’t know what to think
I don’t know what to do
Because now I’m not the same
I’m completely lost without you

Because I’m falling, I’m flying
And I don’t care who cares
Chasing my dream
But being chased by my nightmares

You know I’m scared but I’m smiling
My feelings come in pairs
Chasing my dreams
But being chased by my nightmares

Because I’m falling, I’m flying
And I don’t care who cares
Chasing my dream
But being chased by my nightmares

You know I’m scared but I’m smiling
My feelings come in pairs
Chasing my dreams
But being chased by my nightmares

Poetry, after hours

A poem I wrote up. Right now its 2:09, but the thing down there will say something else until I fix it. I'm sorry, but this poem doesn't rhyme. Its a poem about departure. This is dedicated to a friend, and subsequently the friend of my friend who would just be a peer to me.


In my sight,
In my thoughts,
In my future,

Out of it all,
There it goes,
The world worked it ways.

Taking you,
To where you go,
Away from me.

Taking candy from a baby,
Taking gold from a pirate,
Taking the life of a grandfather,
A lively grandfather, with questionable heath,
Held together by love.

But the love lives on,
In every child,
Every Grandchild

I believe in life before death, not after.

I heard this from somewhere, and thought it was super clever.

mmk, Comment.

Water your flowers with tears.

I feel as though sadness is a fuel of beauty, and a great one also. And no one wants to be sad, but why not make the best of it.

Mmk, Comment.

Whatta Fun Poem =D

From the edge of the table, he stuck his hand in gently

And said, baby, put your hand in mine

She did as she was told and said

‘Whoa, I think the stars just aligned’

‘It must be a sign’

When you get this feelin’

You know something’s right

You know things can go wrong

But at least something’s right

You wanna jump

You wanna shout

You wanna dance all night

Because you’ve got the comfort of knowing

That at least something’s right

As he leaned his head in, she let her eyes take a rest

They blocked out everybody

Just a two person party,

No other guests

Who would’ve guessed?

When you get this feelin’

You know something’s right

You know things can go wrong

But at least something’s right

You wanna jump

You wanna shout

You wanna dance all night

Because you’ve got the comfort of knowing

That at least something’s right

If she had a problem, she also had a solver

But she never seemed to care to resolve,

Because as long as she had him

Her life was never grim

She’d just escape from everybody involved

By Me!

I wrote this poem a while back, and i can totally visualize it.

Two men

Standing in a courtyard

Death everywhere

Blasts from the skies

Your comrade dies

Into the night you stare

You run fast

But your heart is beating faster

You’re all alone

Rain pouring down now

Hopes soaring down now

You start to moan

You start to miss your family

It was all a trap you see

Alone in the dark

You roam

So far away from home

Night falls

Crawling in grass now

You can’t be seen

Gotta get away

Gotta live another day

This was unforseen

You know

The night is filled with danger

Scared of the sky

The enemy craves you

No ones gonna save you

They’ll just pass you by

Today is a sad day

Today, the 12th of december, 13 days before Christmas, is not a happy day in my mind. Marching Band is over, and that's no fun. I feel like part of me went to bed for a year (as opposed to the part of me that dies in my math class).

Outside

Kay so today during band we weren't playing as a group so I spent some time outside. Here's what I wrote down, just for you.

"Spiderwebs are everywhere, but most people don't notice them. They're only seen in the right light, and you have to sit and stare around. Spider webs are kind of nice, in their own way. I'd hate to walk into one, but they're really interesting to see. They're like shining lines in the air, but soon they're just gone. (I've also used the word they're a lot so far.) Now that I'm looking for them, I can't find them anymore."

"It's really nice out, and the sky is an incredibly bright blue. And although the trees are mostly bare, the bushes are super green. There's a tree with red leaves, and half of them are in the light while the other half are in the shadows. I can't tell what's more beautiful, the bright red leaves, or the dark red ones."

"It seems like everybody always wants to be free, but if we stop and breathe, it might seem like we're already in a great place."

Comment!

LOL @this sexist guy

His facebook status read:

"Lets review. How many years were you not allowed to vote? What about being able to have a job? What was that less then 80 years ago? Hrm.. theirs a reason why women are weak minded."

I couldn't help but notice he spelled there's wrong. And that point makes no sense.
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The Phrase "No Homo"

I think that phrase means one thing. The person who said is super insecure. That's all.

Person 1 "Hey, I noticed you left your home work in health. Here ya' go."
Person 2 "Dude, I love you. No homo" *laughs*
Person 1 "Dude I know what you meant, you didn't need to say no homo."
Person 2 "I just want everyone to know that I'm not a filthy faggot."
Person 1 "Jesus, just chill."
Person 2 "DUDE YOU ARE SOOO GAY! GET AWAY FROM ME!" *leaves without his homework*

Love and Religion are synonomous with eachother...I wish.

When you think of religion do you think of inner peace and love?
I think of the crusades, 9/11, the holocaust, people attacking Mohammed every day, and Jesus being killed 0n a cross, the Westboro Baptist church.
I'd like to believe the majority of people don't hate based on religion, because of how old society is.

I just think its odd that a few cunning individuals can rally the masses to hate eachother.
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Where is music going?

The other day, I was listening to my own collection of music when I turned on the radio. The first two songs I heard were "3" by Britney Spears (O_O) and "Fireflies" by Owl City. The first song was blatantly about threesomes and the next one was catchy, yet nonsense. I feel songs nowadays are more computerized then based on, yaknow, talent.
Also, the meanings of songs have been based on sex, love, and drugs since forever, but it seems like artists have gotten much less conservative. So if music is going to be computerized and sex based, isn't that like broadcasting porn all over America, open to all audiences?